Eliminating struggle makes life meaningless. But struggling is different from suffering. You can struggle and still believe you will overcome. Suffering comes from a divided mind. It’s caused by wanting opposing things.
When you struggle for the answers, you value them. Struggle gives meaning to life. Putting in the work creates the reward. It’s easy to see what someone is doing and call it valueless and trite. You didn’t do it, so it’s inherently worth less.
It’s important not to violate other’s trust in you, but most important is your trust in yourself. Trust that you can find a way and you will have the hope and discipline to survive.
It’s not really the big things in life that bring you down. It’s the daily annoyances that you have to put up with. Those things are not important. Struggle with hope.
Don’t worry, you can be.