You could perhaps get a little closer to the truth by ceasing a desire to control the world. Nonetheless, that automaticity is _always_ there; it is really more the _feeling_ of it that calls into question free will. Suspend (or, more boldly, delete) belief in free will, and the sensation of life becomes lighter; when … [Read more…]
so, a question does arise what is the point of all this, you know? what is the point of life, of struggle, of hurt? is there one? probably it seems like life wants to live, you know? it seems to struggle, to wreck its dissolution from the ether it stops itself from not existing it … [Read more…]
If we are automatic mental patterns with no inherent control over our future because of the unpredictability of quantum mechanics, shouldn’t we realize that our awareness operates automatically, and these human bodies are but tools to wear?
When it feels hard to enjoy, life sucks. Even to change how it feels, feels hard. Why should it feel hard? Perhaps because it’s a pattern that exists to perpetuate itself. Apathy does not want to die. The pattern of hopelessness fights for itself. It does not care for the individual it is existing through. … [Read more…]