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Letting go of the perspectives of unfreedom, now, and resting in the elegancies of effort of purpose.
There can exist a deep nature in the peace of pain and suffering and expression of insight, perhaps.
Consider the effectiveness of doubt, of wisdom, of scatter and broadness and inaccuracy and area-of-effect.
Consider the support of matters, even when inability dominates.
Consider the web and ripples of jitteriness and inability-to-precise.
Consider the impulse and reflex of jump and temporal finessing.
Feel the inability to hold, the inability to shakeless, and allow its effects to dominate, perhaps.
What are you scared of? Why?
Are you a person?
Are you a wisdom?
Are you an awareness?
The feeling of pain that you have, the ache and angst and inexpressibility: Is it torment, or strength?
The doubt and self-induced loneliness and questioning of purpose and fear of ability and wonder of doubt and exhaustion of expression: Can it be held?
What is it to hold tension and angst and ache and ineffective effort and expression, truly?
Is there benefit to difficulty of expression?
Is there insight in continuous pain?
When you hold the fear of failure, of attempt after attempt after attempt and only output of unsuccess,, can you be unburdened by the acceptance and embracing of natural will, where you are all of nature and there can never be any core-self that can ever affect anything?
Where are you when you let go of a model of necessity of input for output?
When you connect with the models of the Longgame hyperdimensional space (the model containing all models), can you be unburdened by the holding of more?
What do you fear? Why?
Are you burdened by fear, by doubt, by desirelessness, by disability and inability, by exhaustion and absence of nguvu (the output of the interaction of mind and energy and time)?
Is resistance more powerful than natural will?
Is shake more powerful than nonduality (where mind is body is all of nature)?
Are you freed by temporal limitation, or burdened and chained?
Are you freed by effect, or burdened and chained?
Are you freed by disability, or burdened and chained?
Are you set free by rest and exhaustion, or burdened and chained?